Hey guys,
So this has been on my mind most of my life and I just wanted to know if there was anyone who ever felt this way or if a baby girl was all alone.
How do you guys deal with loneliness? I mean have you ever had people around you but still felt all alone. No one to rant to when your heart is heavy and hey, I am not talking about burdening someone just... I hope you get what I mean. One minute you are fine, the next you are on a gulder ultimate search for a razor blade to cut up your self. (heard cutting is so therapeutic if done well). One minute you are so happy, the next you look for a corner to just cry. Having people you think cared about you tease you to the point of deciding you don't wanna ever wake up
Does it ever get easy?
Does it ever get better?
Does it ever get to a point where you can genuinely smile instead of putting up a front?
I need you guys to tell me if this feeling is normal...