disney Posted May 29, 2017 Share Posted May 29, 2017 I love GOD, his teaching and doctrine I love GOD, his congregation and realm I love GOD, not cause I was forced to It just a feeling that came natural Mom and Dad are proud of baby Disney She was in the church choir and drama group And also the youth president at a very young age Hmmm!! What more could a daughter be? But deep down I know there is a problem Why me? I keep asking GOD yes why? Why can't I look into a girls eyes Why do I feel more comfortable around john than Jane They say it's an abomination A child of GOD must abide by his teaching and laws The pastor would chorus every other service Obey so you don't go to hell, he would scream I don't want to go to hell, no I just can't I must Learn to control how I feel Loving a man is a must, a must that can't be mushed Remember my feelings does not count. 1 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lala1990 Posted May 29, 2017 Share Posted May 29, 2017 I feel like give you a Big Hug. It's very good. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
disney Posted May 29, 2017 Author Share Posted May 29, 2017 I feel like give you a Big Hug. It's very good. Thanks Dee needed that. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
VINA Posted May 29, 2017 Share Posted May 29, 2017 U feel more comfortable around John than Jane? I do hope you still don't feel like that though. Don't let anyone deceive you, God loves you the way you are. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
scarlet Posted May 29, 2017 Share Posted May 29, 2017 Can one be Gay and Christian? Can there be any correlation between being gay and Christian? @op this is so deep. and it incites so many unanswered questions and makes one look introspectively.. But This are one of the many burdens most gay Christians are bound to carry. :( Stay strong. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Moderators kimi Posted May 29, 2017 Moderators Share Posted May 29, 2017 I have deliberately kept away from this thread because I have a different understanding of God and the universe. It is said that "...and the truth shall set you free..." we know in part; we understand in part. There is nothing wrong with you but I will allow you embark on your own journey to realization/awareness Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Suavity Posted May 30, 2017 Share Posted May 30, 2017 I don't think worshiping God has anything to do with our sexuality it's all about the heart Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
disney Posted May 31, 2017 Author Share Posted May 31, 2017 Thanks to u fam for taking a min out of your time to comments and am glad with all ur contributions ........ love u all :D Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
dequeen Posted June 21, 2017 Share Posted June 21, 2017 If when we die we are going to hell, then why put ourselves through hell on earth as well? Just live, love and laugh. #Disclaimer: I don't know where all that just came from cause my belief system is different. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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