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I hate this smell

I hate the familiarity of it

Moving all up my nose like it owns it

Urgh

It's my damn nose

Gosh

I hate that I even recognise it

I hate this

 

It's the same all over again

It's the same feeling

The same tears cried

The same fears ,

The same hurt felt

Same everything

 

I dont need you

Just like I didn't need her

Just like I didn't need the her that came before her

The her that was to nurture me but couldn't

I dont need you

 

 

I can smell it all over again

And it's even stronger than before

This damn pungent smell threatening to squeeze life out of my nostrils,

Tugging at my soul

Breezing into my ears,

Telling me not to breathe,

Telling me air is poison

And maybe it is.

 

It's the same all over again

The first one didn't want me

She never did and it didn't even matter

Only made me stronger,

That I was from her hood

Was just story for the gods .

 

I dont want me too

This me, that you reject

I dont want it too

Finally,

We both have something deep in common,

How do we celebrate it?

Viju or superyogo?

Baileys or coke?

Maybe, just maybe

You will get bored and kiss it off my lips.

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Bravo!! *Clapping **

 

its funny that certain people live in the reality of that though. There was a time in my life when I swear, I would never have dated myself, but now I bask in my perfections and imperfections and I also bask in the perfection and imperfections of others.

Well written dear.

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Bravo!! *Clapping **

 

its funny that certain people live in the reality of that though. There was a time in my life when I swear, I would never have dated myself, but now I bask in my perfections and imperfections and I also bask in the perfection and imperfections of others.

Well written dear.

Lol thanks dear. I think it's something we all go through at a certain point but the truth Is we can't truly say we love someone else till we have truly learned to love ourselves.

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Lol thanks dear. I think it's something we all go through at a certain point but the truth Is we can't truly say we love someone else till we have truly learned to love ourselves.

 

I couldn't have said it better.

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